A month later

It hasn't felt like a month really...
On one hand it seems like time has just flown by. My baby is a more than a month old already and I know he has grown bigger, grown more alert, seems to know my voice and is growing by the the minute.
On the other hand, life does seem like I am stuck in a post-partum version of the movie 'Groundhog day' where I am endlessly feeding and changing diapers...

Some days when I am totally exhausted, I am cranky, weepy and frustrated.
Mostly though I am amazed at the cuteness of this little creature in my arms. I knew babies were cute - but really I had no idea that they were this cute!!! Even when they're crying or cranky!

Having him inside was easier than having him outside, but if there was an undo button, would I choose it and get back life as it used to be? Not a chance! Well, at least not just yet...
I've gone through labour; I've given birth, I've held a baby, I've been feeding him, I've been rocking him to sleep. All these have been amazing and Iam glad for having a chance to experience them. Oh its all so worth it!